Out of Sorts!

It has been a strange week. After returning from three back-to-back trips I find myself a bit out of sorts...
Today I had less things to take to church than any other Sunday since we began Hope. I usually trudge in with 2 pull along crates, clothes etc.. Today I had only a couple of folders and can you believe I forgot 1/2 of them at the house! It was also my first Sunday after our move from the theater at Hope church to the school. I didn't know where anything was. Everyone did a fantastic job while I was gone, but still I'm out of sorts.
Right before my travels I had to put our dog of 13 years to sleep. And as much as I thought I was prepared it was still hard. I have found myself all week looking at the door waiting on my dog, but she is not here... Out of sorts....
After no TV for at least 2 weeks, I think it is all a bit depressing! Four celebs died while I was out of the country, scandals hit the news and John & Kate are separating! And I am out of sorts...
Greg is out on a trip, my air conditioner broke and Alysse started a big project upstairs and we have been painting and re-doing furniture and the upstairs feels like a bomb went off My home is out of sorts & so am I ...
A lot happened in a few days. I know I will get back into the swing, but for now I am out of sorts. I talk a lot about unconditional love, grace & mercy (for others) But I must admit, I am a performance driven gal and I am so glad that the Lord loves me when I'm on my game and when I'm simply... out of sorts!